Much has happened since last time I posted. I’ve changed jobs, I’ve expanded my family, I’ve grown older, I’ve lost loved ones, I’ve been lost, been found and been lost again. What a rollercoaster of life it has been. The universe granted me the opportunity to bring into the world another human being, the little tornado that is my son, Matteo. I’ve definitely been busier than I’ve ever been before. I’ve definitely felt so much more overwhelmed than I’ve ever felt before. I’ve debated coming back to this platform many times and thought what would I write about, what am I about now, what has changed or stayed the same? Where do we connect, you and I? What do I need in my life now, the mom (in her 40’s) of an almost 3-year-old and a 12-year-old? My purpose feels disconnected at times.
When I started this, I wanted it to be about food mostly. I come back to this a different person, with different needs but still hold those things that bring me comfort. So, while food plays a continued role of comfort and connection to those who I love, this will definitely be a source or an outlet for me (and hopefully you) to share all the things that make life what it is, complex, difficult, overwhelming, exhausting, sad, happy, joyous, chaotic, demanding, and delicious. What is your outlet? How do you breathe and what brings you joy? I ask myself these questions a lot lately, what brings me joy? Let’s find out together.